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..:: 星期三, 二月 07, 2007 ::..

30 Jan 2007
Why is it a sunny day today?!How I hope it could be a rainy day or some other day.Today...I step onto the road to Australia on my own.which means I will be all along there,cook my own food,wash my own clothes,and take care everything on my own.I have to learn to be more mature now.I had always been very childish..that is my character,I always don't know how to worry about things..But now,I cant..I have to learn to be worry..not only worry about my results..but also my daily life,worry about how to take good care of myself and not let my parents worry.My mum she is a very traditional house wife,she does everything like other house wife,and sometime..she even do more than what she is suppose to do.She cares about me,she is always worrying about me..sometimes just because of she is over worry about me,we broke into quarrels..Just like yesterday,the phone bill came,and she scolded me for sending too much sms.(and her too much is just 400).They cant understand us,what they demanded is that we are suppose to call if we have anything to tell our friends..not by sending sms.I understand,all the parents want their childrens to be good,i also understnad that money are hard to earn.I really appreciate that they allow to send me out to study,I also understand my family is not a very rich family,which means it is my parents have to work very hard and save very hard to give me the money to study.My parents always say that I didnt know how to think.But I am sure I know,because I always know how to plan before hand.Stayed in Sg for 4years,there are only few things I learnt,it is really a waste.First,I improved my english;Secondaly,I make much friends in Sg;Lastly,I learn how to be a leader well..I hope this time I go to Australia on my own,I will learn more about indepandent and most importantly,I need to be more mature.I wanna say goodbye to all those bad memories and say hi to my new life.I know I will be successful,no matter what,I will study hard,I want to show my parents and relatives that I can do it,not let them look down on me and say that I am wasting money and not studying well.Last paragraph I wanna leave it to my Sg friends..I am really very happy to know you all,it is all my pleasure..Though I am older than you all,I had neva treat you all like my sibling,I treat you all like my friends,who are same age as me..And allow me to say again,I really miss you all.To those who are taking O level this year,I wanna wish you all all the best,strike your best,i believe that all of you can do it!Choose your right school and there are a bright future ahead waiting for you all...If i get the chance to go to Sg,I will of course let you all know and we shall all go out and meet up!All the best to myself,I know I can do it!

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